Wednesday, October 29, 2014

The Way To A Man's Heart Is......



For years it has been said, "that the way to a man's heart was through his stomach". Women have been told for centuries that the quickest way to have a man fall in love, was to cook him a good meal. As a teen I had visions of whipping up some dynamic dish to my dream man and shortly after being presented with a dynamite diamond. Yea, sure, perhaps in a another ERA! The truth is quite simple, the way to a man's heart, is with "sex". "Sex, sex, sex", and more "sex"!

      As per an interview with KISS rocker Gene Simmons, it was stated that all men ever think about is "sex", not food. While food is a near tie with "sex", put both a woman with big boobs and a steak in front of a man and the choice will be "boobs". I once had a boyfriend that upon observing numerous women with boob jobs, hswore Publix sold fake boobs in South Florida. Perhaps supermarkets should sell boobs, then women could obtain their boobs and their beef! While a gourmet meal may be a nice perk for a man, a gourmet meal is NOT what will win a man over. Good sex will win a man over. Truth be known bad sex will win a man over as well.

      As I must admit I am far from being the next "Julia Child" I must say I am somewhat relieved that I need not cook a gourmet meal to get a man, but at the same time somewhat perplexed on sex being what wins over a man. As sex is number one in a man's life, sex also tends to also lose men as well. While I agree with Gene Simmons that food is not how one gets a man, I do not think "sex", good or bad keeps a man. Men may love sex, but men love a hunt as well. "Why buy the cow if you can get the milk for free", is a saying that still, today is quite true. Men who are able to have sex too easily are on to the next way, too quickly for any woman to depend on "sex" to get, and keep a man, and if sex and food are not the way to a man's heart, what is the way to a man's heart?

    "Sex" may well get and keep a man interested for awhile, but not forever. A gourmet meal may keep a man around for a time as well as good sex. However I must say that good food and great sex combined do not insure a woman's security in keeping a man's heart as I have known numerous women that would still be married if the former were true. I believe that the way to a man's heart is a combination. I believe that a man must first and foremost have his sex, and food is a plus, but it's a woman's mind that is the winner. A man must respect and be intrigued with a woman before he can ever fall in love. I believe men must be continuously entertained to keep them interested as most men do have the attention span of a flea and for that I am in like Flynn, as if it were my cooking that were dependent upon getting a man I'd forever be single and looking. As after a meal by "moi" men would walk away and say, "I'd rather be single...for now!" 
(c) Sean Bianca 2014  

    

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

Letting Go Is The Way To Go!

Letting go is the way to go." Some of us "let go", of people, memories, and things quite easily, some of us do not. I find those of us whom are incredibly sentimental have a most difficult time of "letting go". Then there are others who are not at all sentimental, and therefore "letting go", is done with ease. It is of my opinion that those that are able to "let go", without a second thought perhaps is due to a lack of attachment. With things, "letting go", can be a positive, as one never can be accused of being a "pack rat". With people not "letting go", can be an "Achilles tendon" forever weighing one down. I myself have learned the hard way that being one to "hold on", can only hold us back from moving forward.

            Just recently I learned of a friend's engagement. I am quite happy for her. I'm also quite happy for myself. Why am I so happy? I'm happy as this friend is proof of how "letting go", and walking away from someone whom she once loved was the absolute best thing that she could have done. She and I went through break-ups at approximately the same time, and now at a year later she is happily engaged and I am still saying, "I'd rather be single...for now." The fact is, she "let go" and allowed her life to move on, while I desperately tried to hold on. I continued to see my ex for almost a year, dated a "seat filler" here and there, wasting more time. While in the same period of time, my friend completely "let go", met someone, and is happier for it. I can recall a picture of my friend on a motorcycle with her now fiance on Facebook. I looked at that photograph of my friend "glowing", as her hair blew in the wind and I knew she had truly let go and was moving on to something pretty great! The photo was truly a "thumbs up" moment. She really is a perfect example of what TO do, while I am clearly an example of what NOT to do.

           The truth is I save everything! Good God I still have some  clothes from when I was in High School, and I am quite proud to be capable of wearing them if I so care to do so. Have I worn these clothes? No, but it's that not being able to "let go" that keeps them in my closet. The funny thing is many of my old things I enjoy looking at now and then as to reminisce. Thankfully we don't keep "exes" in our closet. I do not think I would I would feel the same fuzzy feelings over many of my exes as I do an old cashmere sweater. Then again many or most of my exes were friendly endings, however life goes on.

          "We must close the last chapter as to go on to the next", has been said again and again. Friends of mine have said "when they're done they're done",and I have thought being done was proof that one never cared, but I was wrong. Being "done", and "letting go", is releasing a person from our lives that no longer added to our lives, but took away from our lives.  I stayed married for four long years as I was afraid to "let go". What did it get me? Nothing. Due to my not being able to walk away from an unhappy marriage, I wasted time, and time can't be bought and it can never come back. "Letting go" is not being cold, uncaring, or unfeeling, it's being smart. "Letting go" is allowing us to move on and let life "happen". 

         "Letting go" of things has never been easy for me, but I've changed. I currently do "let go" of old clothes, shoes, books, etcetera as I rather enjoy the empty space. I am now able to find that which was old and cherished that I could never find,  and to store the "new" things that I might acquire. Likewise I have "let go" in personal relationships as well. As saying good bye to things makes room for new things, saying good bye to an ex, makes room for not an ex but a "current beau".  "Letting go" is the way to go. It's  a good feeling, it's a release and I highly recommend it. "Letting go", certainly worked well for my friend and it can work for anyone else as well. I have "let go and am very happy in saying, "I'd rather be single...for now!"
(c)Sean Bianca 2014

Thursday, October 2, 2014

What Women Want Most!


            A man with money? A man with hair? An attractive man? A man with a fancy sports car? A man in great shape? A man with power, class, sophistication, and perhaps intelligence? What women want most when looking for a man may be somewhat of a surprise. In a recent study, number one in what a woman looks for when choosing a man is a man with a job. 

         There was a time when a man with a job was a given. Why in the past I never even asked men if they had a job as I assumed ALL men were employed and had full time jobs. When I was in my twenties I looked for men that were drop dead to die for good looking that I was attracted to and with whom I could have fun. When I was in my thirties, I hoped to meet a man whom I thought would make a good husband and father and with whom I was attracted to and with whom I enjoyed spending my time. As a divorced woman at forty I still hoped for a man that would be a good father if I were fortunate to have a child. I also hoped in my forties to meet someone whom I thought to be my best friend and lover. In my forties I hoped for a man that was healthy, with whom I fit like a glove in personality and a man with a full head of hair. Looking for a man with a job never even entered my mind as I just rightly assumed that ALL men were a part of the workforce.

      I was wrong. It is 2014 and a man with a job is not a given or run of the norm. Turns out there are an abundance of men who are unemployed, living in their parent's basements, and smoking pot on a daily basis. Which came first the smoking weed or being unemployed? I guess if one smokes weed on a regular basis they won't be bothered by the current state of their affairs. Then again do they not have a job as a result of their smoking weed? My next question is if one is unemployed how do they afford their weed? I suppose one can purchase weed with their unemployment or government assistance checks? What a thought, that Americans' tax dollars can go towards some loser's quest to zone out on dope! 

   Who'd a thought that women would have difficulty in meeting men with jobs? Well, as it turns out it's quite difficult. Even more difficult is understanding why so many women choose to be married and be involved with men without jobs! It is truly nauseating how many women are supporting their men. No man is worth supporting, no man! I don't care how good looking and charming a man is, he is not worth being with if one has to take care of him. I also don't care how talented a man is in the bedroom, great sex is NOT worth supporting a man. Seriously I don't care if a man's dick can do cartwheels, and  handsprings he's not worth it. Fortunately for many unemployed men, until of recent there were many women who happen to have the thought that it was  better to support a man than have no man. Unfortunately for the unemployed men, the tide appears to be changing.

    Yes, it seems more and more women are "over" being with men that don't have a job. Guys you're free ride is over. Women are tired of working to provide for their men and have found that they would now rather be without a man than with a man if she must support him. I concur as a man without a job and without the drive to want a job is not a man at all. I have to wonder as to what happened to pride? There was a time when men would rather not be with a woman than have to sponge off of a woman. One woman I spoke with is currently being paid back by a man whom she dated. It's rather pathetic as this man is paying this woman ten dollars a week. At the rate this man is going, she'll be six feet under by the time this man pays her back! I ask, where is this man's self respect? Unfortunately it appears he has none and it would seem many men of today are lacking in pride and self respect.

     A man with a job? Yes that would be a nice find. Good looking great, hair is good, charming is grand, and intelligence is important, but a job is a must. In my and many other's opinion there is no man that is exempt. Unless a man is completely without the ability to work as in being completely incapacitated, there is no exception to man without a job, and if a man is incapacitated why would a woman want him unless a woman is already committed to an incapacitated man.  There is no man that is worth being with if he is without a job. Not only is a man without a job a man with whom there is little to no respect, but he is deep down not a man who is happy with himself. As the saying goes it is difficult to be loved if one can not love themselves, and a man without employment who is not retired or independently wealthy man is not a happy man. 

       What women want most is indeed a man with job. I don't believe wanting a man who is a working man is a lot for a woman to ask. A man with a job, who is attractive, in shape, intelligent, charming, athletic, funny, charismatic, giving, well mannered, of good values, respectful, loyal, honest,  and nice, is an impossible find, but a man with a job? A man with a job should not be all that difficult to meet, and if a man with a job is NOT in a woman's future she should no doubt, walk away and say, "I'd rather be single...for now!
(c) Sean Bianca 2014 

     

Friday, September 26, 2014

Embracing Break-Ups!


 As an adult male or female, chances are pretty high that one has gone through a break up or two, or three or four, or more. As an adult the odds are pretty good that one has gone through a divorce or two, or God forbid more than two. Post break up, or divorce, our emotions are high. How we handle a break up or divorce varies. Some of us are bitter and angry and are miserable to be around. Some are depressed and melancholy choosing isolation. Others prefer to avoid their emotions, go out on the town and show all, how happy they are, to again be single. Many of us go through all of the previously mentioned emotions and reach a state, "of who gives a damn?" However as I have reached an epiphany, it is of my opinion that we should all "embrace break-ups"!

     "Embrace a break-up"? Yes. Instead of looking back at past relationships as a waste of time, and energy, one should look back and "embrace", one's past relationships. Every failed relationship should be looked at as not a failure, but a lesson. A lesson as to what we don't want, and what we do want in our lives. One learns what one can and can't live without, in past relationships. One also learns what they themselves did wrong and what they did right as well as what one can do better. One learns when one should have walked away, and when one should have run. One also learns when "embracing break ups", that they are worth more than for what they have settled.

     In "embracing break-ups" I've learned much, too much to tell but let me give just a summary of what I have learned. I know that if a man doesn't tell the world that he's with you ,and he still wants to be known as single, he's the wrong man. A man who is truly into a woman is proud to be with the one he loves and lets it be known, not just when it's convenient. Many would be surprised to know that I am speaking of my ex-husband as it was a secret to many that he was engaged. A lesson was learned. I now know after much pain, aggravation, drama and turmoil, that I can not save anyone who doesn't respect themselves enough to save themselves. That was a hard lesson, but finally learned. I've learned that if a man cheats, lies, and uses others,including his own family, that he will do the same to me. The trouble is many of us fool ourselves into thinking that we'll be "different", and we'll be "the one", we'll be "special". Another lesson of which I learned the hard way, and I am ashamed to say that it was a lesson I had to learn more than a time or two. I've learned that a man will travel to hell and back and do for a woman he loves. I've learned that I do not want a man living in his parent's garage or basement. I've learned that I don't want a man without values, scruples and morals.  I've learned that I don't want a man who is jealous of his wife or girlfriend, but proud of her. I've learned that a man that doesn't respect himself will never be capable of a relationship with another. I've learned that a man should not want to change his girlfriend or wife, but accept her just as she is, as I am to accept him as well. Yes I've learned that one the hard way as well. I can't make a man out of a boy, a gentleman out of schmuck, a winner out of a loser, or a great man out of a man that will never be. I've learned that a man should love a woman's flaws just as much, if not more than a woman's assets. I've learned a lot and so much more.

  Just as I've "embraced break ups", and learned the negative I've also learned the positive. I've learned that I love being adored and treated with respect. I now know that I want a partner and best friend instead of a boss, or doormat. I want someone with his own interests as I have my own. I want "fun", laughter, craziness within reason, and chemistry. I want respect and I want to feel the utmost respect for him as well. In essence, I want it all, as well we all should, and aren't we all worth it? I know I am and until I find him, or he finds me, "I'd rather be single...for now!"
(c)Sean Bianca 2014


Thursday, September 25, 2014

A Man In A Suit...

     It was at the Plaza in New York. It was on the front steps. It was a cold windy December day when "a man in a suit", and a camel cashmere coat made an everlasting impression on a ten year old little girl. That ten year old was I, and that ten year old was forever tainted by, "a man in a suit". That day, "a man in a suit", gave a little girl her first "ahhhh" moment. That man never knew but that man was what this little girl hoped to one day have by her side, as she just thought that there was something she really liked about, "a man in a suit".

     The gentleman I was all so taken by at a young age, was what I thought to be the perfect man. To this day I can still see that particular "man in a suit". That man was in his late forties, that man was quite attractive, and fit. He was tall, with dark hair and a hint of grey. His hair was hair a woman could run her fingers through. This man could well have looked rather good in just about anything, but this man was in a suit and that's what made him. His suit was no doubt a custom tailored suit. It was a black suit, and it was made of only the finest material. This man's suit was style, and I knew that someday I wanted "a man in a suit". 

      What is it about "a man in a suit"? First and foremost, perhaps it's the fact that "a man in a suit", must have a job, or we hope it means he has a job. Few men run around in suits without a job.  "A man in a suit", is power, is class, is sophistication,and so much more. "A man in a suit", can get any woman he wants I guarantee. Yes guys, put on a suit and women are yours for the taking. The trouble is it's not just any man in a suit that can get this girl. No, it's not JUST the man in a suit. I learned the hard way that there's so much more than "a man in a suit".

    As "a man in a suit', a fine tailored suit can draw many a woman's attention, it's what he does after that is what is truly important, "A man in a suit", is no doubt what can capture a woman initially, but can he fill the shoes of the man "in a suit"? Does he have manners? Does he have class? Does he treat a woman with respect? Does he respect himself? Does he treat others with sincerity? Does he care and think about more than  just himself? Does he give or does he just take? It's true "a man in a suit", can indeed take a woman's breath away, but that man "in a suit", must be a man to fill what the suit means to a woman.

    It wasn't just that "man in a suit", at the Plaza that made a mark on that little girl that one December day. No, there were a couple of other men that made a mark as well. Every time my grandfather went on business I was able to be impressed by "a man in a suit". Not only was my grandfather a looker in a suit, but my uncle was as well. My uncle would visit on his way into Manhattan and be in his finest to meet with clients, and I again was taken by "a man in a suit".

    That little girl that was so impressed by, "a man in a suit", running up the steps into The Plaza Hotel, has as an adult learned that much more is needed that just, "a man in a suit". I was married to "a man in a suit", and I've dated many men in suits. The trouble is in today's modern world there are men in suits, but not true gentlemen in suits. I and many women still love "a man in a suit", but all to often "a man in a suit", disappoints. I guess I still want that "man in a suit", but I want him to be everything the suit represents, but until then, I'll walk away and say, "I'd rather be single...for now!"
(c) Sean Bianca 2014

Thursday, September 18, 2014

Take Action And Find A Man!





      "Well what do you think? Do you think prince charming is going to show up on your doorstep and ring your doorbell?" Truer words could not have been said to me as I walked off the court with a woman to whom I had just taught a tennis lesson. This woman was flabbergasted that I was single. Not only was she shocked that I was single she was even more surprised to find that I was doing nothing about my single status. Quite clearly my student was unaware of my blog, "I'd rather be single...for now!" Nonetheless my lesson who was quite seemingly frustrated, raised her voice and exclaimed, "take action, do something, and find a man!"

        Is that what one who is single should do? Take action and find a partner? Perhaps one should, but then again what if one doesn't want to take action to ensure finding a partner? There's no guarantee that just because someone decided that they would like to find a significant other that it's going to happen! Just because one takes action and does whatever they can does not necessarily mean that one will find the love of their lives. I'd like to win power ball and have played several times over and guess what? I'm still not a multimillionaire!

     Take action, do something, and find a man? Sure I can find a lot of men, but I don't just want any man. I want the right man! I've been married to the wrong man, and I've dated all too many of the wrong men. I'm pretty much an expert at finding men, just all of the wrong ones. There's no surprise as to why I find myself saying, "I'd rather be single..for now! Call me a cynic, but I don't think my making a conscious effort to find a man will ensure that I will find the right man. I know this is true as guess what? I've been there, done that and not doing it again!

    What have I done? I have in fact taken action to find a man and what did I find? Oh I found men, I found lots of men. I found men that were psycho, men that were anal retentive, men that were addicts, men that were boring, men that were nice enough, but not for me, men that were liars, men that were egotistical asses, and need I really go on? The point is in making a serious effort to find a man I found trouble, angst, turmoil,and drama. Another words I found nothing. "Seek and thou shall find?" I think not. I think seek not and thou shall be surprised!

     When in Miami, I joined the Tropees of The Historical Museum of South Florida, and The Vizcayans of The Vizcaya Museum. I also went to numerous wine tastings, large events, and happy hours galore! Did I meet men? Sure I did, but I did not meet my prince charming. What I met were men who were married, men that were out for nothing more than a good time, men that were out to shoot the bull shit with one another, and men that were such prize assholes one wouldn't want them even if they proposed with a ten carat diamond.

     After my divorce I moved up to Palm Beach county and again went on my quest for a man. What did I do? I dieted, I worked out incessantly,  I botoxed, I dressed up in heels, I dressed to the nines, and looked my best.  I went out on the town to numerous hotspots, I reluctantly signed up for numerous online dating sites, as well as subjecting myself to blind dates from hell. That all being said I ask , have I have I not put forth more than enough of my life in trying to meet a man?
  
   Of course I have, and frankly I am wondering why I and so many women put such energy into finding a man as I am quite sure that single men are not putting forth nearly the time and energy as we women. Let me begin with the  fact that the men I met certainly didn't work out like mad men in hopes of attracting a woman. Nope, the men I met pretty much let their beer bellies hang as if it were a badge of honor. Did the men dress to impress? No not at all. Some wore flip flops for fine dining, oh joy, others wore Robert Graham and thought they were oh so cool, one thought he was out of GQ with his plaid and bowties,  and denim was all to overdone. Must I go on? Oh yes I must. A good nose job could have been a huge plus for a couple of men I dated, tweezers for nose, and ear hair were much needed for many men I encountered, and a good batch of botox or collagen could have been a huge improvement for many men. To be perfectly frank in looking at the pool of men available I am at a loss as to why I and so many other dozens of women spend such time and money in trying to attract a man.

    Take action and find a man? No not I. Would I like to have a man in my life? Of course, and so would millions of other women. I'm sure many single men would also like to find a woman as well. The point is a good majority of us are happier being single than jumping through hoops in trying to find a boyfriend or girlfriend. I guess I am of the belief that if it's meant to be for me to be with someone, it will happen, and if it's meant to be for me to be single forever, so be it. For myself I've realized that it is better to be single than be with the wrong one. Perhaps I wouldn't have met so many disasters had I not forced things and gone on a tear to find a man. I do believe that meeting the right man is like finding the right dress. Just when you give up and aren't looking you find that perfect dress, and sometimes that perfect dress was always right there in your closet all along. Who knows? Perhaps I've already found my perfect dress, or perhaps it'll pop up sometime soon! Until I find that perfect dress, I'm not searching and seeking, I'm enjoying singledom and happily saying, "I'd rather be single...for now!"

(c) Sean Bianca 2014

    

      

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Settling For SIngledom!

     Settling for singledom. Yes a good many men and women have thrown in the towel on trying to find the right one and are settling for being single, or "singledom". Sad but true. Of course those that have chosen this path don't see their choice as sad at all. Those that have decided on "singledom" are quite proud of their status. Not only are those that have chosen to be single, proud, but they're quite happy as well.

     Perhaps I'm wrong, but as much as I tout, "I'd rather be single...for now", I'd much prefer to be in a fabulous relationship. The point is I'd rather be single, than be with someone who isn't adding to my life. However I do think being involved with someone is a rather nice addition to one's life. I just don't think "settling for singledom", is a very pleasant way to spend one's life.

     I get it, those who are divorced with children feel that their lives are fulfilled, and for now that may well be the case. Yes at present while a man or woman's children are young I'm sure one's life is pretty much complete. The question is will one's life be fulfilled once the children are grown up, and have families of their own? Sorry to be a killjoy but once your children have families of their own you will be taking a backseat in their lives. I seriously doubt anyone wants their Mom or Dad around as an adult 24/7. With that being said Mom or Dad needs their own life.

      I for one am quite independent, but I do prefer being with someone whose company I enjoy. Not only tha,t but what fun is it to always be alone? I guess when out and about, and I observe men and women dining alone at a bar I think it's a rather glum existence. The bottom line is, sure that solo diner may have a great chat with the bar tender. He or she may also have a laugh or two with a stranger, but then what? Then what, is that person goes home to either have a one night stand, (yuck) or an empty home. If that person's home is empty perhaps there is a dog or cat, but it's not like one can tell their pet about their so very interesting evening, dining with strangers. Seriously, is that how one wants to finish their life? Alone,"settling for singledom"?

     " Settle for singledom?" I hope not. I myself do not relish the thought of dying alone and not being found till the stench of my dead body has reached the neighbors. I can't think of anything worse. As if dying alone isn't bad enough, growing old alone doesn't thrill me either. No one to curl up on the couch with and watch movies with, no one to yell at when they break wind, no one to share jokes with, no one to impress with my latest and greatest deasl at Saks or Neimans. The list goes on and on. If one is alone there is no one to travel with, no one to complain about politics, and current events with, no one to ooh and ahh over good food with, no one with whom to make love, and no one with whom to have stupid trivial arguments. "Settling for singledom", in my opinion is not how one should want to live the rest of their life.

    Why anyone would choose to not be open to a special someone is a mystery to me. I too can be quite content on my own and do cherish my alone time, but not not all the time. I suppose some people can live their lives solo with interaction on the various social media sites, but after awhile one has got to want some actual interaction with a live human being via face to face. Wouldn't it be nice to actually say to your significant other that you like what they're wearing instead of just "liking" it on facebook? Wouldn't it be nice to share a meal with another human being rather than taking a picture of the dish, and posting it to instagram, twitter or facebook? Furthermore, I for one would rather retire at night with someone with whom I am in love, than alone watching old reruns till they I asleep. "Settling for singledom?" Only if I do not meet the right one as I do think growing old with someone is far better than growing old alone. I personally am not "settling for singledom", but until I meet that person who adds to my life, I am now saying "I'd rather be single...for now!"
(c) 2014